It doesn't happen to all of us, but it does happen to some. Young and recless we find a connection with someone unlike anything else. The connection is rare, and comes with a feeling of this is the easiest thing in the world. You just instantly hand over your heart and find yourself in a vunerable state of mind, and although your joy and excitment is being consumed, the relationship takes place agianst the real-life tentions of being young. A time in life where you have everything at the palm of your hand.
In and out the relationship you fall, however together you stand in segments of time. Although neither of you never win. You are my person.
The person who sticks out in the back of your mind as you chase several other men. The person you always find yourself back with in a matter of time. The person who in your heart you know you will never stop loving. The person you love like crazy, because at one moment in time you found love so powerful being young anymore didn't matter. Suddenly you were making choices adults make, suddenly you were watching yourself grow up. Love made you new. Where your attention went so did your heart.
Part of being young is exploring who you are, and being patient with what you want now and what you need later. When our soulmate unexpectedly jumps out at us at such a critical period of our life. We make every wrong move, and give into every sweet emotion for the chance at leaving patience behind us. We hope that sooner then later everything will fall into place, and we fight with every ounce of our being with hopes that young love finds its way.
Minutes, hours, days, and years come and go, and as we look at ourselves in the mirror. We ask ourselves. When do we surrender?
Sometimes you need something in order to realize what you haven't been seeing in your own life.
At the end of the day. You will always find the desire to be with your person. The person who at such a young age taught you how to truly love. At one point it will fall into place, and after trying so hard to be together you will get what you have been waiting for. You will lay in the arms of a person you fought so hard to be with and at the moment you suddenly won't know what to do. Something will feel different. Where is the magic, the passion, the rare unimaginable feeling of safety? It slowly faded as time went on, and you spent so much time fighting for a relationship you didn't even question the fact it might not be worth fighting for.
You couldn't control your heart, so your heart controled you.
